11 August, 1999

Asleep on my Feet

Today has been beautiful; grey and cool with a little bit of wind. On my way up to Millbrae to see Norm it rained very briefly, just a few tiny drops across my windshield. I wish it'd rain for real; I love the sound and smell of it, and watching it through windows. It can wait until I get home, though.

Norm was good and interesting; we talked about the gaps in my memory and reasons that they might be there, keeping it mostly on a nice safe theoretical level. I got to watch myself get anxious, in a detached way, and stepped in to keep it from overwhelming the session. Norm, alas, is gone on vacation for the next two weeks, so a lot of things are being interally put on hold until he gets back.

And I'd write more, but I'm really completely exhausted. It's only 4pm, but I can't keep my eyes open, much less write. There's just nothing for me to do at work today, either, so I'm going home. I must get lots of sleep tonight, so that I can enjoy our celebratory offsite day at Shoreline park tomorrow.


©1999 Cera Kruger
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