6 June, 1997

Impressions

A scattering of random thoughts that have been using my brain.

I've been working on re-apping Ghost to Garou. I'm not sure why, since I know I don't have much time to play her -- although if I quit taking classes to maintain my potential froshly status I'm going to have enough time to mud twice a week at least. That's not why I'm doing it, though. I'm doing it out of a sense of completion. Having a solidified background (since I started playing the character off a rough set of notes) gives me something to work off of if I ever want to transfer the character to another medium. And the writing is good for me.

Babylon 5 last night was pretty good, although I'm not sure I bought all of the Edgars scenes... some of them just didn't flow right for me. Still, I was intensely interested for the first time in several weeks... and Lyta is just _so_ cool.

My math class has finally gotten into interesting things, like weird stuff with complex numbers. I need to interrogate Earl about this so I can attempt to determine precisely what it is I'm enjoying and take more classes involving these things.

Ray and I had a good time last night after B5, debating whether or not copying yourself into a computer counts as living forever. If there's a computer simulation of me running that is a) self-aware and b) truly believes that it is _me_, just downloaded into a computer... is that life-extension? What precisely is the line of identity here, anyway? Have I just read too much Greg Egan?

Those aren't questions I have answers to, but it was interesting to discover that, occasionally, I really am weirder than Ray. This is no small feat.

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There has been much discussion and flamage on the diary-l list regarding just why people keep journals on the web. Are we writers? What are we (as someone asked on the list) doing if we're .not. writing & self-publishing?

I've never thought of this as being a writer. Oh, part of the reason I'm doing it is to practise my writing, but I'm also doing it in part to get thoughts down quickly & informally. Do I really want someone actively critiquing my pages? Just why am I doing this, anyway?

I openly admit that I'm not sure I'd want someone whose writing I hated critiquing my writing.


©1997 Cera Kruger

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