I definitely am coming down with a cold. My throat hurts, my nose is
running, and I'm going through a box of tissues at a prodigous rate.
For some strange reason this has put me into an excellent mood. I'm
more relaxed this afternoon than I've been during work in recent
memory. I theorised to Heather (who I saw briefly online) that being
sick lets me be more forgiving of myself. It's true, I think.
I haven't picked up DownBelow Station since Earl left on
Sunday, but I do keep thinking about it. I'm still surprised at how
very depressing it was; here we have a society which is completely
falling apart, which is being overwhelmed by refugees from the bits
which have already fallen apart, which cannot possibly maintain the
ideal of rule-by-law when it has nine thousand new people dumped on it
in one afternoon... oh, it's marvelously depressing. I think I'm
going to be on a huge Cherryh kick for quite a while.
And that's it. Being sick saps my willpower.
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